me

2010-01-15T18:54:00.006+08:00

today is a rare occassion to me
i finally decided to clear out my table.... and the results were WOOO! see for yourself in the next few photos! xD

Before

After

2009-12-10T12:02:00.003+08:00

WHY MUST YOU TREAT ME SO HARSHLY.
am i still who i am to you?
because you make me feel like your little dog you order around.

what happened to you?
what happened to this?
what happened to everything?

why do you keep making me feel this way?

u really make me hate you sometimes even though i dont want to

2009-11-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

get me outta here.

2009-11-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
MY LIFE SUCKS.
BIASED TREATMENT
such p****** who treat me like that
never recognised
always blamed if i do something wrong

if u got something. say it man.
don act the role as if youre very pitiful
sitting in the dark being "upset"
then ratting on us secretly

i don see how this is what it is supposed to be
we're not close
u have something u choose to keep it to yourself
u think by keeping ur golden mouth shut ure improving things?
youre supposed to be the head of the house
the one to correct thing
u honestly think if u keep ur trap shut
we're ever gonna care
no gold is going to come out from your mouth
its time to speak.

no point hiding.
when u hide, no one can see you
no one will know what you want
and you know what
maybe i dont care

2009-11-15T00:01:00.001+08:00

DO SOMETHING MORE PRODUCTIVE!

i cant. i cant seem to find something to do!!

jiu ming ahhh

2009-09-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

sad sad week....

results are undesirable, totally did not meet my own targets for some subjects. espcially for history.... was really expecting alot more from myself cause i really really studied for it. ah well, came out with superbly ridiculous average results, SO SO SO MAD with myself.

but i think i really did well for emath p2. then again, as i was getting 87, people out there are getting 99 marks. when i look at my 87, it really aint that fab after all. i think being in my class is a real real challenge and, to a certain extent, it really sucks. cause when u finally think u do well, reality punches u hard in the face and tell you you constantly are inferior to someone. (this really sucks at times when you need some encouragement to keep yourself going) wonder if it was a mistake, letting my parents decide what subject comb i wanted.

i know i need to keep positive, im trying, but i dont think its working. im discouraged, so greatly discouraged. lost my motivation, my drive. barely holding on, trying my best to keep myself going but its hard. the fall is never easy.

trying ever so hard to keep my mind off things.
is it true?

2009-09-19T22:18:00.004+08:00

im anitFB, proGG.

lazy saturday...i bet almost 90% of the rest of singapore's poulation of sec 4 students were muggin away while i watched Fringe season 2.

had a real damn big urge to watch top gear or heroes. but unfortunately, both shows ran out of episodes and i have nothing to watch.

and fringe is actually quite cool. i didnt really enjoy season 1, so i didnt watch it. but season 2 e1 is quite ok. reminds me a little of heroes, with the whole human shape shifter thing. cool but freaky at the same time.

today i adopted a cat!!!! black and white.... so adorable!!!! photos ahead!

haha. LOVE IT!!!

2009-09-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

gossip girl has taught me well.

2009-09-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

wooo.... blogger is back, proper!

prelims pretty much screwed. chem, phy fail la. dunnid say one la.

this morning left my house and didnt tie my shoelaces.
wanted to save time by tying them in the lift
after tying the left shoelace, wanted to tie right shoelace. and then i realised it was tied already.
either no 1. something unexplainable happened
or no 2. i have a damn short memory
i choose to believe the latter.

life sucks. nothing interesting happening of late cause we're all studying hard. mugging. prelims. o levels. whatever. hate this period of time. cant wait to get o levels over and done with.

watching gossip girl now. found out i kinda got the wrong impression of season 2 from episode 1. thought dan became a bad guy, but turns out, hes still quite nice. and nate is.... ew. forget it, dont wanna talk bout it.

when i see you, i just wanna gouge out your eye balls, smash em to bits with my feet and feed them to dogs. i wanna take a scissors and rip out your hair, and splash concentrated acid on your face till you cry and beg me for mercy. then i wanna attach a tube to your mouth and flow fats into your stomach so that you can never ever look in the mirror and tell yourself you are good looking ever again. because truth is, you're not.just that you keep lying to yourself you are and no one really has the heart to tell you so.WHOEVER TOLD YOU YOU WERE SUPERIOR OVER US? BITCH, LOOK AT THIS. I AM GOING TO PROVE TO YOU I CAN HAVE WHAT YOU CANNOT HAVE. AND HAVE FUN CRYING ABOUT IT.

2009-09-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

cant believe im posting.
just finished studying SS. damn late. hope i can wake up on time tmr morn man.
gd luck man!

AMAZING PHOTOS. U GOTTA LOVE THEM.

2009-09-11T22:33:00.006+08:00

love the effect of this picture

i look like a guy again because of my stupid haircut, i look like a boy once more. yes, and i know lava is going to laugh at me again. she will once again come up with her stupid theory that i look damn tomboy after my haircut but it will eventually grow back to the same thing. erm, HELLO. i think its the same for everyone? ahha... stupid magma!

i swear im never ever going to cut my hair with my mum every again.

this holidays i really no motivation to study. maybe i really have been too demoralised by all the tests and all. no matter how hard i study, my results always f-up. now when i study, i find myself unable to concentrate. guess i've given up hope le ba. nothing motivates me now, cause i constantly fail myself.

2009-09-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

scars will hurt again.

today had chinese lesson. was nodding my head along even though i didnt understand like half of what teacher was saying.

todays idol was terrible. think the singing was pretty horrid. only one who impressed me was the girl who sang the duffy song. not bad.

blah blah. jus played bumper stars with louiza.
own-ed badly.
i win first 2 games, and she wins subsequent 3.
BLEH. DON WAN PLAY LE.....

gonna sleep now. bye ppl!

somethings cannot be undone.
jus hope the situation can be compromised.

2009-09-08T22:16:00.003+08:00

im so dead. ive not started ss AT ALL. and theres still history.

having a massive headache now, so i highly doubt im gonna study it today either.

today went to school to meet bun bun for math!

solved most of the bukit panjang paper. then got MORE PAPERS! (hooray! or not.)

ate the biskies za brought, mars bar my lim gave and the bread i brought.

bloody bee kept flying around. was kinda paranoid bout it....

lava turned on 987. made the study environment not so condusive cause the reception wasnt exactly that good... i was hearing buzzing instead.

leonard was being an asshole. even though in not indian, i feel irritated his racist "jokes". i'd say its more of a form of self entertainment. kept encouraging lava to punch him. but she insists she is "A NICE PERSON". true or not, you all judge for urself la, ok? hahaha!!

today i told mr lim something important.

i told him GRACE THINKS HES CUTE.

and he didnt respond.

his reply, "oh, the 2006 batch emath very good. i was expecting 4g amath to be better than 4h, but 4h in the end better...." ("...." refers to an invalid or unexpected reaction. will not spark any interest in reader)

but thats limbun for you. remind me abit of louiza, actually. reaction so unexpected.

and the share one most important point.... their NO CLIMAX STORIES!!

bunny bunny bunny bun.

just felt like typing that

starting to miss school now. spending time at home seems like a total waste of time to me.

cant believe im saying this, but i really hope school holidays end soon.(as long as i study)

rare photo of me and lava. we don go ard takin photos with each other on our digital camers ok. we're not so vain.

im like makin up evil plans right now. cant help it. u are such a B. cant help but want to see u suffer like a dying cockroach. p.s, u are literally one- disgusting.

2009-09-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

today, is a DAMN SLACK day.

here in summary is what i did today.

woke up
made breakfast
burned tablecloth on accident
watched tv
walked around house
tried to find something to do
couldnt find anything to do
so,
did 1 hr of math
cycled to labrador park
almost got knocked down by car on the way
almost fell into the sea at pier
tried to waste as much time as possible talking crap with dad
enjoyed LOVELY LOVELY sea breeze for half an hr
cycled home from labrador park
told my neighbour to complain to HDB cause water was stagnant in the corridor
i was joking. no one laughed.
helped out with dinner
ate dinner
watched more tv
now, blogging.
3 seconds ago, dad nagged at me. say im using com for too long.
k fineeeee.... i'll go now then..

BYE PPL!!!

2009-09-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

cute, right?

another week gone, so fast!
todays prelims was pretty ok i suppose. quite confident of my essay, hope i live up to my own expectations....

been watching lotsa MTVs of late.
i think mariah carey's mtv are..... abstract. she tries to convey a story, which i absolutely do not comprehend, through her song. take "obsessed" for example, shes using the song to suan eminem. dont really get it.... and Halo, in the last 1 min or so, its just the head of her and the male lead real close and noses occassionally rubbing each others faces. um, weird. totally no comprehension.

kelly clarkson has, put it this way, an exceptional taste. the male lead in the song "i do not hook up" really makes NO ONE want to hook up with him. yet, hes still the male lead and kelly clarkson actually kisses him for like a few seconds or so. that was just in the MV. can you imagine how many times they actually kissed in the filming process? ewwwwwwww.... go check out the vid to see what i mean.

aw man. i jsut watched the script's "the man who cant be moved", i thought the girl would come to look for him. BUT NOOOO....... aw man, that sucks. to have such a devoted guy, but the girl doesnt show up. man, i feel so sorry for him. but nice vid. (:

BUT BUT BUT. THE VID THAT WINS HANDS DOWN IS.......*drumroll*
PINK- PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME

isnt exactly an mv that i saw, za introed me to wach it. freakin mtv, freky but nice at the same time. suitable for sadistic people. pls go watch it if u see this, i assure you it wont be a waste of 4 mins of ur time.even if u don like the song, jus take it as entertainment.

k, i've finished my milk tea. time to go off now.maybe i'll post tomorrow or something. so weird, i had a craving for milk tea tonight and then za came and talked to me bout chocolate so i had toblerone cravign too. all louiza's fault. k its flate. time to sleep now! sch tmr!
cya ppl!

2009-08-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

weeeeeee..... another week gone by. i shouldnt be happy bout that actually.

yet another not so eventful week. ate lots of jelly beans this week. cant help it, NTUC was selling it half price. simply cant resist the 20 flavours. so i bought it even though i told myself the smoothie box was to be the last one.... but after eating all, i still think soda pop shoppe is THE BEST. maybe i'll go on mon or something to buy, hopefully its still on promotion!!!

this week, my favourite day was TANG-TANG-THURSDAY!!!
know why???
cause before i went for tuition i saw an orange GTR. when i was coming home from tuition, i saw ANOTHER GTR.this time white. am i lucky or lucky? LUCKY RIGHT!!! wah.... so happy!i mean like how often do you get to see two uber cool looking sports car within 3 hours on the same day?!

k anyway, today went ion orchard. so freakin crowded. hate crowds. no prizes for guessing how i felt today at ion. k anyway, walked around. ate sushi (quite ex, but nice) and got biscuits!!! (hope you'll like them XD). today was quite sinful, cause i ate triple choc ice cream. cant help it, the ice cream was screaming out to me saying "EAT ME EAT ME! SEE THE RICH CHOCOLATE SWIRLS! IM CALLING OUT TO YOU! EAT ME!" how could i say no?
damn, still have chocolate craving up till now. if anyone sees this, pls bring chocolate as a peace offering to me. i mean it....
XD

absence makes the heart fonder, they say.
how true.

2009-08-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

I GOT NEW HEADPHONES! yay! FINALLY! was getting damn irritated with the old one. damn the old earphones. spoil so easily. hope the new ones can last longer. i really like the design, its cool!

k today has been a reather uneventful day. went for tutoring and i was like falling asleep throughout the session. anyway, jon seemed to be more "attached" to shijie. so like got ignored most of the time. anwyay, realised my physics isnt good at all.
damn frustrated...

prelims are like in less than 15 days and i know im less than prepared for it. theres still so much to study yet theres so little time. i cant really tell how im going to do for prelims man. pray hard im gonna do well...

i've been watching gossip girl of late (GG fever came back) haha... tfas compared to gossip girl, i think my life is less dramatic but somewhat similar. the bad parts, that is. im never ever gonna lead the rich and famous life like the leads but im pretty much taking the same shit. wish i could solve the problem like how they did in the show. kick the B hard in the ass and send her to hell. THATS WHAT I WANNA SEE HAPPEN MAN. there has simply been too much injustice in my life of late.

k whatever. i hope her limbs rot and her brains explode from all the rubbish she says and all the shit she does to spoil another person's life just because she feels like doing it for her own joy.

i end my post with this sentence: Good looks does not imply superiority. On the outside you may look great. but deep inside you are a pack of rotting flesh. One day, its gonna eat you all up, and you're finally gonna get your own desserts.

2009-08-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

man, this has been quite a tiring week.
there was o level oral exam today and omg, i think i totally screwed up. like i think i could have done alot better but...haiz.
the examiners kept giving me the "OK.....?" look and that really made me dubt all i was saying...that sucks cause i really wanted to do well.

ah well, this week LB picked on us less at least. maybe he reads our blogs or something... haha! but this doesnt mean hes not gonna do it again. so i cant be too happy yet...

anyway, this week is a pretty cool week. literally. i FINALLY managed to get a working fan to school. FOR ONCE, ITS NOT SWEATING HOT AT MY SEAT! hooray to my ancient fan, but it works! thank me lava! i bring you wind! XD

im tired, damn it. i cant even remember what i wanna type. ah well, if i remember i shall post tmr. till then, bye ppl!

2009-08-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

AND OH YES. I FORGOT TO SAY.

THANK YOU EVELYN!!!

i listened to your advice and i formatted the mp3. IT WORKS!!!! I CAN NOW PLAY SONGS IN MY MP3!!!! SALVATION!! YAY!!!!

hehe. thats all (:

2009-08-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey guys, here to update again!

monday- k went to watch UP. IT IS FREAKIN CUTE. and, the movie made me cry right from the start. P.S IF U INTEND TO WATCH UP AND YOU DON WANT A SPOILER, DO NOT READ ON. the old man is actually so damn sweet to his wife, the whole movie is his dream to accomplish his wife's dream, which is to move the whole damn house. so sweettttt...... im jealous.

ANYWAY. besides the super sweet old man, theres like the cute boy. but the ones i really like are the dog and the bird(KEVIN!) unfortunately, because stupid blogger is screwed up, i cant upload some pics. can't do a proper post. so sorry....

tuesday, wed- no recollection of what happened.

thurs- evelyn was sick(fever). LAVA WAS "SICK"(mentally). whatever, anyway, both of them were absent and i managed to drag short louiza to the back of the class with me. apparently she didnt really enjoy her time with me :(

anyway, by thursday, i was quite sick alrd. running nose and all, but yea ive recovered pretty much.

left my house at like 8.30pm to meet my HK relatives for a meal. its like a family with 2 sons and i would really like to say they are kinda weird. but i had to keep that to myself the whole night, so literally whole night, tried damn hard not to roll my eyes at them. XD im horrid. anyway. the parents are nice. thats not just because they actually wanted to give us each 100bucks red packets(SO F-ING RICH RIGHT), but they like totally respect and love local things (unlike their sons). full of praises and all. nice to get along with....

we left house at 8.30, reached at 9.30 amd left at...12am. freakin supper la. i tried to study mol on the bus there, but i fell asleep after finishing 1 qn of the w/s. and my parents got off the bus without waking me up la!!! luckily i woke up in time. zzzzz....

friday- eve was on MC. lava was really sick.(i suppose). louiza came behind again. was struggling to keep awake through the day cause i only slept at like 2am or so. mol test was shitty la. i can tell it was easy but i really wasnt in the mood to do. (stupid-old-man scolded me) i didnt have time to do all qns properly. screwed le la.

i dont understand why the SOM must keep picking on me. do i not do your homework? just because i dont score as well gives u the right to condemn me like that! im no perfect scorer and im not superhuman. i need a break. i honestly do not think i deserved that plate of sarcasm you served me that day, nor any other day. so SOM, stop throwing your stupid weight about and start treating me or even US like humans. if you think we're not worth your time, then just F-OFF. freakin leave us alone then. why bother about us?! you really changed my opinion of you and if you still think u can treat us like your dogs, piss off.
ghosh, really needed to get that off my chest.

anyway today i went to xiaoping's house to bake AHEM'S birthday present. if AHEM, is seeing this, i just spoilt the surprise. haha. tmr i will cycle down to Vivo to get a jar to contain it. ziplock bags are a little cheapo right... haha. COOKIEEEEEE.......

i hope there will be netball on monday. still pissed that sports fiesta was such a horrible disaster la. *prays hard*

anyway, lunar 7th month around the corner. be safe people. take care. BYEBYE FOR NOW!!

2009-08-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

hey peopleeeeee......!

long time no post. i've come to realise how much i miss blogging after being absent for like 2 years or so? yeaps, so here i am. back on this keyboard, typing away....

ITS NATIONAL DAY TODAY! nothing can beat the feeling i feel today. cause its national day.
I LOVE SINGAPORE!!! (i even put it in red)
but seriously, the parade this year is hell lot better than years before PLUSPLUSPLUS---the song this year is COOL. i mean like, when was the last time singapore had a cool rock-ish theme song for NDP? NEVER! CAUSE THIS YEARS THE FIRST!
heck all the criticisms of the new song. i love it. le kua si mi?! click the link!!! for sure u will enjoy the vid. and pls, its not porn la.

anyway. schools been pretty irritating to me of late.
1. found out about some bitch plan against me (really dont know what is h** fucking problem)
2. ALOT OF TEACHERS like to pick on me and lava FOR SOME UNKNOWN REASON. (its not like as if i don hand in your homework right!!)
3. the 2 kukunuts around me (ok, they actually help me relax, so thats ok)
4. TOO MUCH HW. NO SLEEP. NO REST.

so hence, the rise of kyy's new blog to vent out her weekly frustrations of her tiresome week in gess 4g 09.

but i am thoroughly irritated with blogger. either it hates me, or im not fated to blog anymore because.....
BLOGGER IS DOWN.
i found a nice template, but the template page is GONE.
cindy told me blogger screwed up. so guess im not gonna get a nicer skin for the mean time. so hang in there while i use the sucky default skin blogger provides. (just tell yourself its nice or sth. thats what im doing)

yeap, POP was this friday. damn sad. wanted to cry. but that was like at the starting of the parade. saw no one tearing, so i told myself to not cry.at the end of everything, then ppl cry. by then, i numb alrd. anyway, my sucessor not there also. :( SK kena quarantine. cant believe it, our term is officially over. im only a sgt and no GSA. gah, whatever. closed chapter. time to MOVEEEEE ON GIRL.

MOST IMPORTANTLY. THE MOST SAD THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS WEEK.
MY MP3 DIED.
it just doesnt seem to read any songs even though i transferred them in. irritating. spoil le.
cant get the damn reset button to work!!!~
time to get a new one....

yeap, this has been a rather long post. i shall post again next weekend, when a whole lot more of people/things have irritated me.

for now, CIAO AMIGO.
I LOVE SINGAPOREEE!!!!